thanks for the prompt anwser, you got me out of troubles 🙂
given the drivers also failed to install on a windows machine (did not installed anything), i guess i wont install them ever again indeed, as i am in a release phase. i am not sure what went wrong exactly, but not really willing to take the risking of losing my mac at a few weeks of superbooth ,)
i am totally fine accessing the bela via wifi (i have a recommended usb wifi dongle) as it will be receiving OSC message thru that very mean anyways. (it would be cool include a feature where the bela would create an access point when it cannot connect to any network by the way 🙂 )
about the files :
/System/Library/Extensions/HoRNDIS.kext/HoRNDIS.kext/Content/MacOS/HoRDNIS filesize : 177524
there was no /Library/Extensions/HoRNDIS.kext/ to be found .
after removing the file (i found), i could gain access to my access to my mac ! yay ! thanks for the help.
by the way, i could move the file in recovery mode using the terminal
thanks again !